This list consists of only about half of my total reflections from the years 1992 – 1994. I have selected some old favorites and some good general examples of my thoughts in order to give an idea of my thought processes. Because I know it to be harmful, I have deliberately omitted a lot of the entries that directly guide the reader into a deep new age path of deception (most based on reincarnation). Of course, I have been greatly enlightened since the composition of this list and because of this enlightenment, I have found answers to many of my questions. Now that I know and understand the "truth" much of my belief and even question base has changed. So many of these questions and comments in my mind are obsolete or even somewhat against my present belief state. I have enclosed them anyway to show an accurate representation of where I was at that time in my life.
Also, as you read you can witness the progression from simple innocent questions and thoughts to a darker yearn for knowledge and death. I pray this list does not lead you astray. Even though I have taken out some of the very dark, I still advise you to be careful and cautious as you read it as with anything you expose yourself to. May God bless you in unfathomable ways and lead you deeper into his truth.